PIANO

girl..
my heart is for you
and you can't imagine how much I love youand now tonight
I'm right here with you
and i do wanna do the things that we do
coz baby girl

I dont ever want to let you go
I love you for sure
and I dont wanna stop to slow baby
coz I dont know
if I could let you go
my love is for real
and I know exactly how you feel,baby

I'll give you everything
but as long as you give me everything (everything)
and I'll try
to treat you right
since you wake up till I kiss you tonight

coz you know that nothing is imposible
as long as we all done
we'll be unbreakable
and you know that nothing is imposible
come singing with me

my heart is for you
and you can imagine how much I love you..

M.D.P☺♥ 

semacam sesuatu

boleh aku bantu kamu buat berjalan ninggalin masa lalumu ?

pegang hatiku, bukan hatinya..

lihat kedalam mataku, bukan matanya..

dengarkan jeritanku, bukan nyanyiannya..

genggam erat tanganku, bukan tangannya..

peluk tubuhku, bukan bayangannya..

tapi kalo kamu ngga ngijinin...

aku dengan rela akan mengangkat kedua tanganku dan berjalan mundur dengan wajahmu dipikiranku :)

TRAUMA PART 2

siang guys :)

have you eat your luch ? i hope yes .

postingan kali ini gue mau ngelanjutin kisah gue yang tadi pagi (baca:curhatan) yang belom selesai .

sampe mana kita tadi pagi ? ohya, tentang posisi gue yg salah .

coba kalo kalian diposisi ini gimana deh, kalian udah lama suka sama cowo/cewe itu, terus tiba-tiba cowo itu ndeketin kalian, terus bilang kalo dia suka sama kalian terus dia mau kalian buat jadi cowo/cewenya padahal posisinya dia udah punya pacar . tapi dia bilang 'habis UN aku bakalan putusin pacarku, terus aku mau kamu buat jadi pacarku' . gimana nggak tergiur sih ? secara kita udah suka sama dia daridulu, kapan lagi gitulho ? tapi disisi lain dia masih punya cewe/cowo .

dan pada akhirnya, setelah UN dia jadi putus tapi nggak jadi sama kita, i mean nggak jadi pacar kita . semacam penantian yang nyeseeek bgt nggak sih ? nungguin anak ayam dari telor yang ternyata busuk .

dan bayangpun, itu kejadian duakali dengan cowo yg berbeda .

yang aku takutin nih yg sekarang ni lho yaa ! aku nggak mau itu keulang lagi !

sumpah gue takuut bgt bwd keilangan lagi :( 

what should i do guys ? :|

TRAUMA

Satu kalimat pembuka buat tulisan ini:

'Pagi-pagi nulis blog itu asik :)'

morning guys ! hehehe

kali ini gue mau cerita tentang kasus cinta (again)

kenapa gue namain trauma ? karna itu keulang terus dan gue takut. you know what ?

adalah jadi orang ketiga dari sebuah hubungan . gue bakal blak-blakan aja disini soalnya gue emg mau curhat.

pertamakali gue ngerasa jadi orang ketiga adalah saat adi rayhan dan fatiha mutia dina emg sih, adi itu deket sama aku dari kelas satu, tp posisiku kan tetep jd orang ketiga dan akhirnya mereka putus . terus yg kedua yaitu pasangan muhammad rizky pradana dan veronica larasati tuh pas kelas 8 dan akhirnya mreka putus juga. gue paling benci kalo dikatain 'temen-makan-temen' . sebenernya nih, gue nggak tau siapa yg salah . posisi gue adalah dideketin sama pihak cowo, dan dia minta gue buat deket sama dia terus mau dijadiin pacarnya . itu adalah tawaran teryahud yg pernah gue denger . awalnya deket biasa kemudian jadi sebuah cinta .

tapi posisi gue disini salah . dan itu udah kejadian duakali .

stop ! lanjutin ntar lagi yee, gue kudu mandi sekarang :D

sampe ketemu di TRAUMA part 2 ;)

New Year, New Spirit, New Love :D

heii guys :D

walopun udah rada basi, tetep gue pengen bilang 'Happy New Year' :D

semoga tahun 2011 ini pada tambah sukses ! kalian perlu lho bikin yg namanya resolusi, misal, tahun 2010 yang belom pada punya pacar, tahun 2011 ini nargetin pada punya pacar hahaha itu sih gue banget, curcol :D

aku seneng banget kemarin tanggal 01-01-2011 ada somethin spesial yang baru di hidupku, baru aja berresolusi kayak yg ku bilang diatas, ternyata kejadian bener !

waktu itu kondisi masih libur sekolah yaa, dia abis pulang dari Palembang (mudik ceritanya) terus main kerumah dari jam 13.30 sampe jam 16.00 huahahah, lama bgt kan ?

kalian pasti bingung itu siapa ? yeps, dia adalah Muhammad Dandi Prayogo . wich is my senior a.k.a my lovely teacher :D

dia guru private debate ku :D

aku seneeeeng bgt tiap kali dideketnya, nyaman rasanya :)

kejadian ini bermula pada tanggal 10-11-10

TEC mbahas mading dan ternyata kelas 3 alumni TEC mampir . aku udah tau itu dia udah flirt-flirt gitu . eeeh, ternyata he's stole my number -___-

terus kenalan terus sukanya main kerumah .

tapi ada satu hal yang saat ini masih ngeganjel...

he have gf :(( 

yeps, sampe sekarangpun dia masih punya ce, aku apalah namanya entah selingkuhan ato apaan .

dia cuma ngumbar janji kalo 'aku udah jauh sama dia, pengen putus tapi takut dia galau karna sebentar lagi mau UN' aku sih cuma bisa nge-iya in aja .

toh intinya hubungan kita sekarang cuman mutualisme . gatau ada cinta ato engga, dia cuma bilang 'sayang' . padahal, sama cewenyapun juga masi bilang gitu .

so, aku ini apaaaa ?

ahh, takdir bgt yaa kalo udh gini..

hvft :|

welcome again :D

well, halo readers :D lama banget nggak posting blog, alhamdulillah blog ku bisa dibuka lagi yeyeye :D

thanks to Fasih Radiana yg udah benerin blog kuu *bighug*.

ohiya, kemarin tanggal 5 Desember 2010 aku sama adi rayhan nggak sengaja janjian, dan ketemu di alkid terus main deeh ke taman sari haha asik :)

aku cuma mau posting itu aja kok, soalnya buat ngisi aja . kan lama nggak posting hahaha :D 

I love M.D.P :* hihihi

tamansari :D

romantis yaa ? hahaha

Younha - Can't Believe It / Nonsense / Doesn't Make Sense (말도 안돼) Personal Taste OST

=====HANGUL=====

credit: Daum Music + BKJSuh@soompi forum

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너만 바라보게 됐어

미워해봐도 애를 써봐도 숨겨봐도 안되는걸

이럼 안돼 자꾸 원해

네게 빠졌다고 말해

꿈을 꿔 봐도 너 뿐인걸

말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

편한 느낌이 좋아 매일 티격태격해도 넌 내 맘 잘 알잖아

제멋대로 굴지만 뭐든 받아줄 수 있어 난 오직 너 하나만~

외로워 가슴이 미쳤나봐 내 두눈엔 너만 보여~

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너만 바라보게 됐어

미워해봐도 애를 써봐도 숨겨봐도 안되는걸

이럼 안돼 자꾸 원해

네게 빠졌다고 말해

꿈을 꿔 봐도 너 뿐인걸

말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

같이 있는게 좋아 항상 안절부절해도 난 너라면 괜찮아

많이 서툰 나지만 너만 길들일 수 있어 날 그래 너 하나만~

어느새 마음을 뺏겼나봐 난 온종일 너를 그려~

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너만 바라보게 됐어

미워해봐도 애를 써봐도 숨겨봐도 안되는걸

이럼 안돼 자꾸 원해

네게 빠졌다고 말해

꿈을 꿔 봐도 너 뿐인걸

말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

하나부터 열까지 달라 너무도 달라~

점점 끌리는가봐 be my baby, be my baby

머리부터 끝까지 나와 맞는게 없어~

좀 더 알고싶어져 be my baby, be my baby

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너를 사랑하게 됐어

불러만 봐도 눈빛만 봐도 봐도봐도 참 좋은걸

그거면 돼 너도 원해

나와 똑같다고 말해

아무리 봐도 너 뿐인걸

말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

=====ROMANIZATION=====

credit: thelapan.com + j.nguyenn@soompi forum

maldo andwae nado mollae neoman baraboge dwaesseo

miwohaebwado aereul sseobwado sumgyeobwado andoeneungeol

ireom andwae jakku wonhae

nege ppajyeotdago malhae

kkumeul kkwo bwado neo ppuningeol

maldo andoejiman neol saranghae

pyeonhan neukkimi joha maeil tigyeoktaegyeokhaedo neon nae mam jal aljanha

jemeotdaero guljiman mwodeun badajul su isseo nan ojik neo hanaman~

oerowo gaseumi michyeonnabwa nae dununen neoman boyeo~

maldo andwae nado mollae neoman baraboge dwaesseo

miwohaebwado aereul sseobwado sumgyeobwado andoeneungeol

ireom andwae jakku wonhae

nege ppajyeotdago malhae

kkumeul kkwo bwado neo ppuningeol

maldo andoejiman neol saranghae

gachi inneunge joha hangsang anjeolbujeolhaedo nan neoramyeon gwaenchanha

manhi seotun najiman neoman gildeuril su isseo nal geurae neo hanaman~

eoneusae maeumeul ppaetgyeonnabwa nan onjongil neoreul geuryeo~

maldo andwae nado mollae neoman baraboge dwaesseo

miwohaebwado aereul sseobwado sumgyeobwado andoeneungeol

i reom andwae jakku wonhae

nege ppajyeotdago malhae

kkumeul kkwo bwado neo ppuningeol

maldo andoejiman neol saranghae

hanabuteo yeolkkaji dalla neomudo dalla~

jeomjeom kkeullineungabwa be my baby, be my baby

meoributeo kkeutkkaji nawa matneunge eobseo~

jom deo algosipeojyeo be my baby, be my baby

maldo andwae nado mollae neoreul saranghage dwaesseo

bul reoman bwado nunbitman bwado bwadobwado cham joheungeol

geugeomyeon dwae neodo wonhae

nawa ttokgatdago malhae

amuri bwado neo ppuningeol

mal do andoejiman neol saranghae

=====TRANSLATION=====

credit: T3note @ musictology.wordpress.com + BKJSuh@soompi forum

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it

It can’t go on like this

I will confess that I’ve fallen for you

You’re everywhere in my dream

I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

I like this sensation, you know how I feel even if we were to fight everyday

You always want it your way but I can accept anything from you, only you~

I’m lonely, my heart’s crazy for you and and you’re the only one I see~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it

It can’t go on like this

I will confess that I’ve fallen for you

You’re everywhere in my dream

I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

When I’m with you, I don’t mind being nervous

I may be a little hasty, but you’re the only one who can tell me what to do~

I guess my heart was stolen before I knew it and I’m missing you all day long~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it

It can’t go on like this

I will confess that I’ve fallen for you

You’re everywhere in my dream

I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

Everything’s so different, it’s too different~

I think I am falling in love, be my baby, be my baby~

From head to toe we have nothing in common

Now I wanna know more about you, be my baby, be my baby~

No way, I've realized that I've been looking at you

I'm happy whenever I say your name or look into your eyes

That will do and I want you too

Please say that we're alike

Wherever I see, you are the only one in my eyes

I know that it doesn't make any sense, but I love you