Don't You Remember

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

Spring

Listen to me carefully,

You are the only one I have.

My best thing in this world is being with you.

Sometimes you make me peevish, but I love the way you treat me.

I love when you being childish, it's make me feel loved.

Also you stir my heart until I feel that I have someone to be love.

I always wish that we can stand together and make the world beautiful.

♥ Fikri Fadhilla

the man who cant be move

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am? "

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

In God We Trust

Ketika aku dihadapkan pada masalah yang besar dan berat, aku berusaha mencoba mengeluarkan seluruh emosi jiwa yang ada, termasuk air mata.

Mungkin Tuhan masih ingin mendengar rintihan seorang hambanya. Akupun rindu akan rintihan manjaku kepada Tuhan.

Aku percaya bahwa Tuhan sayang padaku, dengan masalah ini aku banyak belajar. Tuhan ingin menaikkan derajatku. Aku selalu berusaha mengembalikan dan menyerahkan semua pada-Nya, karna semua akan kembali kepada-Nya.

Meaningful October 2011

Hey :')

Welcome November!

ehm, bulan Oktober kemarin itu adalah bulan yang penuh tantangan, cobaan, rintangan, kebahagiaan, kesedihan, kecemasan, pokoknya semuanya deh. Bulan Oktober kemarin itu bulan yang 'penuh'.

Mulai dari tanggal 7, aku sweet17 yang muali dari dikerjain anak2 sampe syukuran sweet17nya :)

08-10-11

the best gift ever!

Terus yah tanggal 13-15 aku ke Jakarta buat ikutan grand final lomba debat bahasa Indonesia yang alhamulillah DIY bisa bawa juara 3 :D walopun pake ada 'insiden' berangkat naik pesawat terus aku balik naik kereta cuman berdua sama Nadia malem2 pula -______-

juara 3 :D

Terus peristiwa selanjutnya adalah tanggal 15 Oktober kemarin, I'm end up with him. Iya aku udah nggak sama yang dulu sering aku sebut namanya itu. Aku capek in relationship tapi ngga ada kualitasnya. Walopun berat banget dan butuh ngabisin airmata ber ember-ember *lebe* *ha mbok ben* tapi emang harus diahirin supaya bisa 

melanjutkan hidup menuju arah yg lebih baik, insyaallah amin :)

Terlepas dari kejadian diatas, aku tetep harusbisa move on dan terus berprestasi. Kemarin tanggal 23 Oktober aku abis diwawancarai koran terus aku masuk koran deh *halah* walopun cuma masalah kemacetan sih. tapikan prestai juga kan? :p

Terus juga tanggal 25 Oktober aku sama tim debat SMA Tirto ikut NSDC dan alhamdulillah walopun kita gagal dapetin juara bertahan 3 tahun berturut2 tapi aku masih bisa dapet best speakers :') walopun juga juara 2 gitu uhhuk. tapi yaa alhamdulillah yah :')

 Ini diaaaaa gambarnyaa yeyeye, hebatkan? tapi kok fotoku kecil ya? -..- yoben ah yang penting masuk koran! (?)

Sihhiy, ini dia piala yang aku persembahkan untuk kedua orangtuaku :* I love mama+papa *hug*

Sebentar llagi juga bakalan ada seleksi NSDC nasional gitu, dan aku harus berusaha gimana caranya biar bisa jadi wakil jogja buat ke Nasional lagi! Lina fighting! :D

Terus tanggal 26 Oktober adalah tanggal yang supeeer dupeeer amazing romantic night ever! ehm, secara resmi Muhammad Fikri Fadhilla mendeklarasikan dirinya untuk menjadi 'pacar'ku :') malem itu di Raminten dan jeng jeng aku harus ngambil bunga di tangannya >,< alhamdulillah yah..

I'm Fikri Fadhilla's :'))

dan sebagai penutupnya, aku kemarin rada rada was was waktu mau keluar hasil mid soalnya aku main malem terus sih, takutnya kan nilainya jelek terus ngga boleh main lagi :(( tapi hasilnya memuaskan kok ;)

liat afektifnya B)

 Sebagai penutupnya, aku sangat berterimakasih kepada anak-anak kecuers: Okky Audina, Anindya Listya, Agni Assyifa, Maradini Mutiara, Qurrotayun, Hilda Faradina, Linda Widyastuti, Nauval Abdul, Alda Gara, M. Oktavian Rialdi, dan Kartiko Seto :D terus sepesial buat ANISA INDAH+FASIH RADIANA+OKKY AUDINA :*

mereka adalah my best friend eveeeer! pokoknya love kisses hug buat kalian! ♥♥♥

See you next year Octoberilliant ;D